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どうやら、さっきのは演技ではなく、素(す)だったらしい。

It seems like that she wasn't acting back then; they were her real feelings.

生粋のお嬢様だからな。残念ながら悪戯(いたずら)とかじゃなくてあれで素(す)だ。

She's pure bred blue-blood you see. Unfortunately that's no sort of put-on but her natural self.

そ、そうじゃなくて、・・・　素(す)の自分、本当の私(わたし)を必要としてくれる人(ひと)がいるなんて、考えたこともありませんでしたから。

N-no it's not that ... it's that there could be someone who would need me for what I am, for my true self, I hadn't even thought of that possibility.